Simple as that.

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Being broken-hearted is like having broken ribs. On the outside it looks like nothing's wrong, but every breath hurts. - Greg Behrendt

Not Enough. Not Anymore.

You know that sadness that overwhelms you sometimes?

The one that gets you all heated up around the neck...and spreads through your body like a wild fire?

It comes with pain and disappointment. It comes with regret and bad memories. It comes like a gush of wind, now stronger.

It makes you want to hate. And makes you want to not care anymore.

Does it mean much when this happens? When you forget to remember the reasons why they get you down so much?

Where does the boundary for letting it get to you get drawn?

I can't write it all away. I can't talk it all away. Neither can I push it all aside.

You're always alone when you need someone the most.

You're left alone to clean the crap. To pick up pieces of a puzzle you never thought existed. You're the one left to choose to be the bigger person or to be happy yourself.

This sadness that overwhelms you doesn't let you forget. Not completely. Live for once. Just for you.

Because in the end you're the one left alone. To clean up the mess. To sort things out.

Fairy tales don't exist. Everyone knows that. Theres never truly a happy ending.

All you got is hope. Really? That's all you get? HOPE.

Well sometimes hopes just not enough. Sometimes what you hope for NEEDS to happen.

Sometimes only hope won't get you through it all.

Reality is maybe you do deserve something better and you're settling for less because thats what life handed to you.

So hopes all you're getting. No fairy tale ending. No happy ending. Just Hope.

And this time, it's not enough. Never will be. Not for this.

Heaven In The Form of Chocolate

So my friends for a while now, have been goin on about this lovely piece of sweet...or heaven whatever you may call it. And I managed to have it. I managed to get them to take me there and have it.

Good God, words cannot describe it more perfectly. Its perfect. Warm moist chocolate cake with an inside of chocolate creamy sauce. On the top is a scoop of soft cool vanilla ice cream covered with a hardened layer of yum chocolate. Caramel spilled all over the cake. And fantastico *mmwaah*

The first taste... mmmmmm YUMMMMMM... omg... like seriously... it was mouth watering... it was warm and moist...and yum...

Heaven. I needed it. After an amazingly odd week. Heaven in the form of chocolate. Heavenly indeed.

Everytime. All the time.

I'd do it again you know? Us, you, me, all of it. I'd do it again. I'd choose you every time.

I'm not obsessed. I'm not clingy. I don't revolve my life around you. I don't expect you to be there with me all the time.

But till life gives me my guarantee. The guarantee that you shall stay mine forever, I'll stay this way.

I'm not obsessed. I'm not clingy. I just miss you all the time. More than you do me. I guarantee YOU that.

I'm not obsessed. I'm not clingy. You're the hope that I have and the future I need. I want you all the time. More than you do me. I guarantee YOU that.

Life's shitty. Yes. But, I'd do it all again anytime.

Us, you, me, all of it. I'd do it again. I'd choose you every time. Always.

I'm not obsessed. I'm not clingy.

You still have all of me

Cause none of us thought it was gonna end this way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds

Its hard to wake up, when the shades have been pulled shut

When your throat starts to clench, and tingle and your heart gets so warm, the heat travels through your body. When your stomach starts to feel, those unforgiving butterflies that, spark the instant flow of tears. that's the worst pain you'll ever feel, that's your heart breaking.

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing

With a broken heart that's still beating

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt

Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out

Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

I'm hangin' on another day

Just to see what you throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that we'll be OK

The things that you say were never meant to hurt me, but I cant help dying

You are my purpose...you're everything

This thing is breaking down, we almost never speak

I don't feel welcome anymore

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing

It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see

'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down

So here's to everything, coming down to nothing
Here's to silence that cuts me to the core

You're a drug

Like the gun inside my mouth
I know it's wrong
But i just can't spit you out
Happiness is a warm pun
And I love the taste of steel tonight
I know it happens for the rest of your life
Not asking
Just doing darling

You're everything, everything

You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything.

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real

then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all

We might as well be strangers in another town

We might as well be living in a different world

I don't know your thoughts these days

We're strangers in an empty space
I don't understand your heart

You still have all of me

Lindsay Rey - You Make Me Happy

It's the heart on your sleeve never making me wonder

It's the bond that we tie up and over and under

You're the sun and the rain and my grass is always green

With a kiss on my cheek, always letting me know I'm the birds and the bees

I'm the apple in your eye

I know that you know that I know you're all I need

And just when I thought it couldn't get any better

There you go and do it all again

Hope this feeling never ends

'Cause you

You make me happy

You

You make me happy

It's the sound of your voice at the end of the phone line

A tickle in my toes just to know that you're all mine

Like an ice cream sundae with a cherry on the top

It's the look in your eyes when I'm wearing your t-shirt

Your cute little smile after a long day of hard work

And I know that you know that I can't give you up

And just when I thought it couldn't get any better

There you go and do it all again

Hope this feeling never ends

'Cause you

You make me happy

You

You make me happy

Just when I thought it couldn't get any better

There you go and do it all again

Hope this feeling never ends

You

You make me happy

You

You make me happy

You

You make me happy

You

You make me happy