Your Game

You, the stranger... You, the one claiming to love with all your heart...

You, the distant one... You, the one wise enough to prove through words your worth..

You, the best friend... You, the modest lover...

You... the gamer, the player..Are games all you fill your life with?

Is genuineness ever a part of your play? Is pain ever a part of your soul? Is guilt ever in your written scripts?

You, the ever so confident... You, the uncaught cheat...

Your plots can run only so far, your plans can only fall through so many times...

You... the multi person, You... the one who does not fear,

Do you ever think twice about all the lies? Do you even wince before carrying it all out?

You, the lie

You, the hypocrite

You, the fake

You are everything everyone despises, yet you manage to enter peoples lives and ruin them...

Your great game can go on for only so long, before you realize your more lonely than you could ever be.

You... are pathetic.

The great game of yours, is no more one thats hidden from my eyes.

This is the end of you and me.

A Photo

I saw this new photo of yours... I forgot how fast you can make my heart beat, by just one smile...

Do you know how amazing you make me feel? I doubt it... It's like the first time I'm looking at you, and you make me fall for you all over again....

I forgot how effortless it is for you to be the reason for this crazy emotion...

I forget how it felt to be inches away from you, and feel like I'm about to fall....

I forgot how breathtaking it all is.... Just being with you, next to you... How nothing has to happen to prove to me this is the most perfect feeling in the world... How could I ever ask for more?

I forgot how wonderful it is to hear your voice in my ears... just inches away from my face,

I tend to forget how those eyes can see right through me...

This new photo of yours... reminded me of so many things I wish to never forget for the rest of my life, how can I?

That smile is all it takes, to bring peace to this insanely mental mind of mine... That face, the faith in your face... God how can I want more?

This new photo was something I needed tonight... to remind me of so many things, I can have... and have... I've been blessed with you... God, I can't believe how happy it makes me...

Your face... Just your face, can you believe that? That amazing smile, trust me when I say... I thank Him for every moment you smile at me...

I love you, more than you know... more than I could have imagined myself to love you....

I forget how perfect you can make me feel.... But I love how life can surprise me with it <3

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It feels like someone kicked you in the stomach, like your heart stopped beating, feels like that dream where you're falling and want so desperately to wake up before you hit the ground but it's all so out of your control, you can't trust anything anymore no one is who they say they are, your life is changed forever and the only thing that can come out of the whole ugly experience is no one will ever be able to break your heart that way again.