'love is what is the trouble is...'
It makes you do things you've never thought you would do...and makes you want to reach limits that just seem the most important right now....
but its one hek of a problem i tell you....but so good..in a twisted weird kindaf way...honestly....just knowing theres this one out there....who dedicates there life to your happiness....making you feel good no matter what...why wouldnt it feel good?they give this inner peace you've never had....makes your problems just vanish into thin air...
they're the only ones who can see into your heart....know what your feeling even without your words....they can tell when your lying...they keep your most horrible secrets....
'love will keep you up all night...'
hes honestly the literal definition of being 'one in a million'....he keeps me up in the nights...wondering whether i'm gonna ever be good enough for me to be deserved by him....i dont want to let go....why...because i dont want to go ahead with my life...wondering what wouldve happend if i stayed....i would've lost out on so much....because hes the one who stands an dwaits for me at the end of any road....whos the only one willing to lissen to my crap..and be with me through it all...
'a heart cant hide...what a face may try...'
i know...i havent been the best of humans to someone who deserves more that i've got...but i'm willing to give my all...not right now...its not th ebest of timesi guess...but soon...yea...then i'll hopefully have my peace of mind...i'll be able to stand on my own feet...and do things my way for a change....so....it will all be in time...
its hard holding it up together...but...i just cant let go...hurts alot too....but ....feels so good ....
Sometimes im so lost in my own life...so caught up in it...i take it all for granted...im sorry for it...truly am....i need the time in all the world to make it up for all of it...
sometimes i have the most horrible thoughts....but...its hard to imagine life any other way than how it is now with you....'a world without you is only wasted space...'
yea...i wish it were different at times...but its time now i face it and accept it as it is....
right now...its hard to figure myself out...its all too fuzzy...too complicated for me to want and sort itall out...i have too much to figure out now...but time will come...where this will be more clear for me....i'll know exactly what to do...
i just hope on everything that truly happens sooner than later....
'i wish i could tell you...your one in a million...you go the distance to make things better....someday i will tell you....your gonna make it great....i wish i could tell you...there isnt a thing you cant do....i need you to know...i will be right where you are...whenever wherever.....'
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