Jaw Dropping; Awe Inspiring

Monday, February 22, 2010

Journal 4

When you think a kiss is goin to be just a kiss...but ends up being more....what do you make out of it?
What do you do..when just a touch becomes more than just a touch....when a touch send your mind reeling...and your heart racing...
when the kiss turns into more than something shared between just friends...when the kiss turns into a promise...into words that show how much you need it...when a kiss has the power to turn your knees to water...yea it sounds cliched..but it happens....i never believed it...just a kiss...has the power to create a fixation for more of it all in you...
What do you do....when all this happens, and you know it shouldn't but dammit it feels so good and you just dont want to let it go..you just cant get enough..and you just want more...and more...you just seem to dread days where you know the possibilitly moves farther and farther away....and you hope and wish for the days to just have that touch....that kiss....
Gosh....just a kiss...can spin your senses around....
And you might think its gonna hapen just once....but what if it happend everytime you touch..everytime you get close..everytime your just inches away and it takes everything in your possible willpower to stay away...becos thats the right thing to do...
but the temptation...the temptation for more...for deeper...pleasure..to satisfy your need..the one you think would be your last thirst for the taste of it all....but only to be deceived by your own urges...by your need for somethin forbidden...but god how it all feels...
from outside...you seem composed...your emotions intact..your urge in place..even thought yuour just inches away...but god if you knew ...if you knew what goes on inside....how i ache for it all again....just one more time....maybemore i will never know...
all i know is..my arms ache to hold you...my body misses your warmth..being near you not being able to kiss you....is an agony beyond belief...
standing inches from you, every muscle of mine tightens...straining to endure torture of your nearness...but its a torture i welcome, an agony I dont want to be spared...
Its taken over me hun...you cant stop it..neither can i defy it anymore...it has seeped into my veins and the urge will always run through my blood....

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